Things have been really difficult lately. Really hard. So many worries and junk to try and get through, I just feel swamped. I'm trying my best to cling to God, but it's hard to not just feel tossed around by the waves. It all gets compounded with night after night of baaad sleep. You get into bed at 10:30 not envisaging that you'll somehow be up at 2:30am watching the Love Boat on tele with one of your kids because they just won't sleep. I'm hanging for this 'season' to be over.